my teeth hurts!!.. =( .. went dentist today.. i hafta put rubber bands.. it hurts!! last time put one not as pain.. oh well.. stupid braces.. went shoppin wif mom todae.. a while onli.. but its been a while.. since we shop together.. normally onli hols.. yah.. gettin my new specs tmr!! haha.. e person had to rush for me.. cos my mom told her.. need it by mon.. or else i go sch n stone ah..cant see a thing.. my dad tried fixin my specs.. but its in such a hopeless state.. he cant do anithin.. haha.. oh well.. i cant pon tution tmr... so sian man.. i pon 2 wks alr.. mean 2 times.. so i cant pon again.. i just cant.. yup.. tmr might haf gatherin.. cos my bro is goin in army!! so fast rite.. but he ah.. skin prob.. so first day can come home alr.. he lk go work lk tt.. my elder bro oso can.. he got heart prob.. but his is not as serious.. so he still gets to go home.. 3-4 times a wk.. yup.. dun hafta worry i cant see thm.. though i dun tink i wld mine.. heez.. i can use his fone !!.. he cant bring it into camp.. lalalala.. -overjoyed-.. ruyu said i v prone to pain? am i? haha.. well..gtg.. ltr..

my specs broke!!! ... was hafin elit .. thn duno wad on earth happen.. i just took out my specs to rub my eyes n it just broke, e lense drop out.. i was lk omg omg.. scare me to death.. oh man.. there goes my specs.. n my eye degree increased!! so much can.. frm 175, 95 to 225, 200 ... my mom freak out lk mad.. oh wells.. my new specs cost 300 buckS!!! if i spoil or loose it again.. i might just go n commit suicide.. so ex .. haiiii.. i tink dance (modern) got gold!!!.. highly possible accordin to wad i heard.. oh oh... noe smth.. LaLa.. e teletubbie.. is so scary can.. qt lar.. i mean lk.. at first it was outside e ava rm.. thn this morn.. while me n marilyn n shujun was goin to dance studio to see e dance girls.. it was lk in e pathway towards dance studio.. freaky.. thn marilyn said it walked here.. eekss.. thn whn comin back frm music rm frm geog lesson.. it was near e toilet i tink.. again.... so freaky.. wonder who brought it there.. eekss

okaes.. we got silver for syf.. sad.. of cos sad... pple cried lk mad.. puffy eyes.. played our best.. get our silver.. not gold.. oh wells.. at least we tried hard.. mostly i guess.. damn scary whn they gonna annouce e results.. we were outside.. no seats.. some band took ours.. so we just lk stick our ears by e walls to hear.. super lame.. oh wells.. pple huggin.. cryin .. prayin.. everythin mans.. my first syf.. n whn we heard got silver.. started cryin.. i just got suuuper sad.. eyes abit wet.. but didn cry.. thn i just became speechless n stone.. cldn cry.. jessica was cryin lk mad.. she lk cant accept.. yup.. -stonein- .. hai.. we will work hard for e nxt syf! we will!!! yup.. work harddd snsb.. we can do it.. we're really improvin.. wif ms sia... yup.. if we cont workin HARDER... its possible n we will get gold for e nxt syf.. hope my juniors dun make me puke blood .. ani wae.. sad sad day.. =( .. realised my description of syf day was damn vague.. so...
in details, my very first syf:
went to sch feelin all anxious n excited =) .... yelled.. punched into joyce's bear for distress... awaitin for recess to come.. suddenly heard frm gloria .. everyone was changed.. panicked! went to changed in a hurry.. so damn messed up.. rushed down for band.. hafen start.. pheww.. pple packin up.. tiein ribbons, buttonin their collar, changin.. all in a total chaos in e elgar room.. got everythin proper..lotsa choc n sweets.. =) .. thn had prayer session.. prayed really hard.. had power nap.. didnt nap at all.. lipin tot it was sectionals.. oh well.. haha.. so yup.. thn had tok by ms oh.. ms sia came.. combine.. all was not bad.. set out happily.. chat in e bus... still tiein each other ribbons.. farnie.. gettin all freak out.. chat.. all e way there.. whn we reached, hurried n wore our blazer n went down e bus.. was so hot man.. freakin out outside.. made lotsa noice.. pulled up our socks.. jessica craphin.. section craphin.. to e tunin rm we go.. we sounded not bad.. n it was our turn!!! eeeksss.. damn freaky at e back stage.. cld see yizhen tryin to calm down ... our turn!!.. went up e stage.. all tense.. ms sia tried to tell us to laff.. heez.. played our pieces.. not tt ideal.. cld see thru ms sia's face.. it was lk everythin's wrong.. but we improved, went down feelin lk.. omg.. was qt bad rite.. but assured ourselves.. suppose to stay on stage.. but didn.. so just went out.. n tried all diff kind of ways to hear e results.. SLs went in to hear.. we ? stick our ears by e wall to hear.. haha.. how intelligent.. freakin out lk mad.. wif tricia.. meiyin.. jessica, yvonne, yihui, nga yee..etc etc... thn whn it got to 49 .. we were nervous... gold.. they yelled.. thn our sch.. cldn hear a thing.. wondered wad we got.. heard we got silver.. but all doubted.. seniors came out wif tears in their eyes n told us e results.. everyone burst out cryin.. heart sank.. went on e bus n stoned.. depressed.. speechless.. teachers tried comfortin us.. but i tink it just made more pple wanted to cry.. oh well.. tts our syf.. is so clearly imprinted in my mind.. every detail...

sniff sniff.. hafin flu.. arhss.. sstuupidd.. but ate medicine.. shld be okae alr.. but my nose is terribly block.. i feel damn sick.. arhh.. oh well.. syf is TMR .. !!! go for it snsb.. we can do it.. =) ... its our bbbbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeggggggggggg day tmr mans.. it all depends on e few mins we haf on stage .. gasp.. yupp.. miracles happnes =).. pray hard pple..we can do it.. i wanna be bloggin tmr about our gold n everythin.. so yeah.. work hard.. snsb rawks beeg time ......

in 2days! .... damn fast .. okaes.. lotsa diff comments on our playin.. still haf pple not wakin up yets.... pple criticisin.. sighh.. syf is in 2 days.. pple. dun be bothered abt wad others sae.. of cos if they tell u nicely wad r ur mistakes.. i mean lk.. listen.. but if lk some pple criticisin.. dun bother.. yup.. work hard pple.. we haf prac sO hard.. n it all depends on tues.. a few mins on stage.. yup.. imagine e scene.. : grabbin each other hands,,,, huggin.. prayin.. freakin out lk mad.. n all depends on wad e judge saes.. eeks.. snsb rawks.. hang on just hang on.. =).. oh i still tink tkgs uniform look abit lk goin for picnic.. haha.. evil me.. oh.. guess wad... i cut my leg while playin wif scissors just now.. haiya... stuns done by me again.. pain... owws