shades of purple

rocking;

Saturday, August 23, 2003

THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD


I dreamed I had an interview with God.

“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.

“If you have the time” I said.

God smiled. “My time is eternity.”
“What questions do you have in mind for me?”

“What surprises you most about humankind?”

God answered...
“That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.”

“That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health.”

“That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.”

"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.”

God’s hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.

And then I asked...
“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons
you want your children to learn?”

“To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.”

“To learn that it is not good
to compare themselves to others.”

“To learn to forgive
by practicing forgiveness.”

“To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them.”

“To learn that a rich person
is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least.”

“To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show their feelings.”

“To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently.”

“To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.”

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.

"Is there anything else
you would like your children to know?"

GOD smiled and said,
“Just know that I am here... always.”

-author unknown

Friday, August 22, 2003

tmr is e audition! okae.. not TT paranoid.. but yah.. its tmr! i tink i've lost it.. gahs.. tricia sae we hafta play drumset for choice piece.. tt is worse.. my combination abit good .. thn e way i combine parts to play lk no link wan.. hai!!! but i tink it wld be qt fun in some sense. oh well.. wad if i shiver too much tmr? i shldn.. okae.. stay calm.. gahs.. we hardly prac.. lk played once or twice.. sighs. oh well.. nxt wk onli 2 tests. phew. hist again.. wonder how did e oral go for e sec4s as an overall? hmms?

Thursday, August 21, 2003

suuppp.. today.. chi test.. its over.. so happy.. lalala.. tmr no test.. =)=) .. yuuup.. had drills in e morn.. i copied chem lk mad.. though it wasnt really effective.. but at least i did.. coughed lk mad today.. keep coughin.. bahs.. durin drills.. not tt bad.. but ya.. wuhui n elaine came.. =) .. yup.. had band prac.. qt okae.. went to prac for e percussion fest. a while onli lor.. i still lk in a mess.. dun feel lk goin on sat.. hais.. but accordin to yihui, mr wong is really lookin forward to e thing.. plannin to dismiss us earlier.. oh well.. i just go gif a my best.. n see wad happens? yahs. thn i play bass mah.. cos tricia sae i must learn.. thn i keep forgetin to play.. i stonein.. thn ms sia sae i sleepin!.. not my fault.. i alwaes play snare mah. so wun react to e bass drum part.. thn she ask yihui to clash e cymbals on my head.. =s.. thn at e end.. told me sia abt e missin score.. haha.. thn she keep tellin us to find ourselves.. but its gone! gahh.. thn she said she might be takin calissa out cos she really has no sense of rythem. hope she suddenly become v good.. so ms sia wun take her out.. cos her attitude is good .. yuppp.. thn rite.. after band.. waited for my mom.. she got lost in e city( i duno where.. no sense of direction) lor! thn i wait wait wait.. she tell me take cab.. thn she sae she found her way le.. so dun take.. thn she sae traffic congestion.. so i hafta take again.. bahhh.. lucky manage to get home to watch holland v =)=) .. coughs.. gonna die le.. better go take my medicine.. ciao

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

ahs! just received msg frm tricia tt e percussion fest audition is this sat!.. okae.. i gonna freak.. i freak out darn easily.. but yahs.. ah!.. e audition is lk 1 by 1 .. so scary.. cant help it.. even durin syf we didn really haf audition by ms sia at all.. oh well.. but i dun really bother if i get in or not.. yet i am freakin out.. haha.. weird .. but ya.. ltr i shiver thn i cant play properly? better not tink too much.. v distracted frm studyin alr.. though i hafen started.. haha..