HINTS***

y is all this stuff happening ?? tell me everything is a lie. i cant take it anymore. one after another, one day there'll be none. n i will all alone. is there anyone out there. cos im finding it harder to breathe in here. *runs away n hide

i hate this... band prac kinda sucked today, or maybe its just me. she was obviously picking on us. at least tts wad i felt. lk we played wrongly cos her speed was so much diff frm last prac.... she corrected us n stuff. keep sayin our triplets not even .. i noe its not. but whn its fast. its difficult to play u noe. thn we followed her way n played, but were wrong again ... said we were suppose to be able to play cos its simple. i haf nth to say. she keep changin her speed... its hard to adapt. y dun she play it herself? n e toms r hard to play fast n clear.. i noe im lousy. but wad she said just makes me feel worse... n guess wad? whn we played n followed our own way again. its correct? haiyahs. i duno wad she wants. i prac okae. i swear i did. but it seems to be useless. so wads e point. i dun care any more. wads life gonna be lk whn e sec4s r gone? im scared.. duno y im saying all this.. im just in a bad mood... dont mind me.

hApPy sWeEt SiXtEeN tRiCiA!!! (: .. hope u lk e present. hahs. n our cornified surprises. muahahs. woa. band prac was damn lame today la. we got 3 new juniors. 3! if more i will puke blood. got jess's cousin. lol. :D .. i guess they're pretty okae.. yuups (: ..