Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand

WORLD PEACE :DDD! hols r here. omg. thurs n fri was/is so fun! okae
thurs: went to sch to literally play. no lessons at ALL. onli had pe n phy. pe was soo fun.. i love debbie!!!!! her badminton skills so power la. mwahh*. we won k. she is soo good. always support me whn i miss.. lalalala. had soo much fun. lalala. phy was nth la.. heh.. muzikalton was so funny. i love simple plan. whhee. n this chi high guy who dances lk william hung. omg. thn some band pple performed. tric rawks! whee. damn cool! :D .. thn we were bored after e performance so we went to play badminton. whheeee! orientation was qt farnie. hahs. but v tiring.. boohoo.
fri: AMATHS IS A TOTAL DISASTER. I LOVE CHEMISTY (: .. hahs. chem rawks la. or more lk mrs ang is daaammnn nice. i dont care wad other pple tink abt her. i like her (: .. she let us do amaths lo. thn somemore teach us .. she's a chem teacher noe. she so clever somemore. normally other teachers oso cant help. but amaths was horrible. i cldn do a single qns? if i get 1 mark u can congrats me alr. heh. thn got ppr back. i tink i can go open my own jc n study there myself with sara and marilyn .. hehs. thn went home to change. n headed for town. was so late. *apologises. heh. had fun walkin in bugis wif carol, marilyn n sara.. while waiting for cyn n alicia. woohoo. went marina to bowl and eat. alicia bowl so cute one... hees. im so full! damn fun.. e oil kept splattering on us la. lucky we didn take prawn or u wun noe wad wld haf happen (hints to tric,meiying,yihui).. lols :D .. after eating...we rush to e mrt lk so crazy mad pple. thn we kept screaming cos alicia n cyn nearly got squashed my e door. their timin v zun! .. heh. we were so AA lo. my god. so noisy. yuups. jst watched william hung. omg. i dont noe wad to say anymore.. SHE BANGS!

last wk of sch. woohoo. i cant wait for hols (: .. tmr there's orientation? i tink. m not sure. i dont wan my ppr back. failed lk at least 3 subs la. blah. im tired. i need a break, a break frm sch.

today was a great day. went lakeside? me, sara, stelli n carol was tryin soooooo hard to get sick. we were lk totally soaked la. stood in e rain whenever we cld. so wet lo. lols. it was fun. n we started to eat milo powder thx to mel? :D .. its nice. thn went home. there was this chee koh peh in e mrt. damn hilarious la. oh yah.. ______ kidnapped ______ !!!! omg. i was laughin my head off in e mrt. lk wad is she doin at _____ n wif HER ______??!! hahs. onli some pple will understand. hahs. u can come n ask me.. but ahh! so funny. lala. but bad news whn i come home.
mom n dad sent tumble(my rabbit) .. to e vet. e vet said its spinal cord is broken, n either we haf special care for it. or better .. put it to sleep *sobs. its all RAYMOND's fault. tt stupid man. he must haf grap tumble too hard. n broke his bone while cuttin his nails. he was still sayin tumble was tense n kept squealin? lk hello? wld u scream if someone broke ur spinal cord? F*** .. im makin a voodoo doll now. curse him everybody. but my rabbit rawks. its such a darl. it will rest in peace. its a painless death n he'll be in heaven .. im sure. (: .. maybe as a human! hahs. :D ..

my rabbit's leg is somewhat paralysed after he came back from grooming this evening. boohoo. *sobbs. we're gonna send it to a vet tmr. hope nth goes wrong. my bro say smth is wrong with its backbone. *screams