hello! thanks for all who made my dad today : mary, cyn, debbie, xin, ling, lala, lou, yanhan, mellin ! ((: and of course my dearest bella and toy : D it was a wonderful day actually, other thn my _______ dad who spoilt it.
BUT, i shall ignore him. his exsistence doesnt matter to me anyway. urm. for ure information, i have a very bad relationship with my dad. and its all his fault, he controls me, scold me for all the weirdest reason like asking him not to disturb me whn im studying? i wish i cld have a normal dad, or actually, i dont need one. i love my mom, i wish i had only her and my brothers, they're quite nice to me actually (: jst sometimes bully me. but thats whn i irritate them i guess. heh heh. i jst need my dad to provide money. for those pple who have same prob like ME. bear with it. i know it sucks to have a dad so so so irritating and ______
okay, on a lighter note, im a happy kid cos i feel so loved today. : D HEH (:
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oh forgot to tell lou: u pyschotic woman! please stop scaring me liddat okay! freky la u .
and band on thurs was too scary to be true. mr ong went at such speed my hand nearly fell off. and im starting to have blisters on my hand frm all that rushing. so exciting la. but i played like so many wrong? : l oh wells

my com is back alive and rocking. i feel so free now. heh. anyways. cca selections today was qt urm. boring. i think ms sia was trying to do everything by herself and only plan to recruit good players. she doesnt really care about their attitude and i think that sucks. so what if u can play an instru well? tsk. so cca was a total waste of time other thn playing and doing all kind of rubbish. lessons are boring. its only the 2nd week of sch and im drained alr.. im looking foward to saturday (: oh. im gonna be 16 soon, i feel so old. oh wells. i think our whole class still act extremely childishly. i wanna eat ba gua and pineapple tarts, im ready for chinese new year anytime soon! oh and jan, get well soon. ((:

hello. when my computer is okay. my internet choose to screw up. i cant see my own blog at all. this is so sick okay.